Just some sedated thoughts before the meds finally take full effect...
I should not be here. At least not anymore. I may have been human when this life started, but now I am...
Different. Humans are intriguing creatures. Not saying that you are good. Not saying that you bad. It's just, on this planet/plane you have done surprisingly well to expand and spread yourselves almost everywhere.
You have done so much. Made so many accomplishments and yet... You still carry hatred, distrust, misunderstanding.
Sometimes... I envy you. I am unable to hate any other being. I always look for the good. Sadly, I have been hurt so many times because of this. And yet I still look for the good... Even in the person who just hurt me.
I don't belong here. I look at this world. Try to at least exist peacefully, but... It all just feels so wrong. Like the place this vessel came into being isn't where I am meant to be.
If we set aside all that, I'm still no longer human. Medical Science dubs me as a "cyborg".
Meds are starting to take hold. I can feel my mind slowing. That and mystery bed mate keeps staring at me. (a two year old puppy dog).
I don't know where I was going with this, nor what it was meant to do. But that's that.
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