Normally a time for celebration but honestly I woke up today and the existential crisis hit. I'm 30. I have nothing to show for it.
No meaningful job, no love life, no kids, no home of my own, and no degree. I feel like I have nothing to show for my age. All the hopes and dreams I had for myself in my 20's has never come about and I have no one to blame but myself. All I feel like doing is curling up in a ball on my bed and just lay there. I haven't felt this depressed in a while, and I just don't know how to handle it. beforehand I just dealt with problems and issues as they came along, but now I'm kind of freaking out. All my thoughts, issues, problems are slamming me all at once and everything feels like a blur. I don't want to celebrate, and I certainly don't feel like I deserve to celebrate. If anything, I feel worthless.
Every comic I wanted to do: Never happened. Animations: Nothing. Games: Nada. Every fucking idea or plan I ever had has been down the drain....
I'm sorry to throw this out there, but I really wanted to vent and this is probably one of the only places I can since I hate FaceBook and hardly use it.
Thank you for your time.
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27 Feb 2020 22:05 CET
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