…Hey everybody, Thunderax here… and today… is a very sad day for me and my family… or rather what’s left of my family, because today, on September 9, 2022, my mother has unfortunately passed away. Can you believe it? Right after the death of Queen Elizabeth II yesterday. What odds… My heart is broken, my body’s shuttering cold; I’m just in disbelief of this whole thing. I’m so sad, I’m spiraling. I can’t even shed a tear on command… And I have never heard or seen my father cry like he is now, but it’s so wrenching to hear any sadness from anyone. The cause of death was by huffing air duster cans. She had been doing it for weeks, and we’ve been trying and trying to get her to stop, and praying as much as possible, but she just wouldn’t; she got addicted to it, and her brain finally gave out from the influx of dangerous chemicals in her systems. She was huffing thanks to the apparent stress in her life, and most likely her bipolar depression. She was so sad inside, and to think because of it, she died… it’s terribly vexing. I’m not sure how me or my family are gonna live on like this without her. She did so much for me, and loved me like a baby her whole adult life. She kept me lax and kept my spirits up about things. And now that she’s gone, I’m left with the masculinity of my brothers and my stone-face father. There’s no more femininity in my real life. But more than that, there’s no more caring soul like hers in my life. I already miss her so much… I’m crying as I type all this today… I just have so many thoughts and negative feelings… So, with that, you guys probably won’t see me around for a while. Sorry if I brought down the moods of your day today…. Rest In Peace… Mother…
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