My life is so unfocused and turbulent right now with my own issues and then family issues that honestly most of the time the last thing I want to do is dalmatian art. I had another bad day today, ended up drinking a bit but not enough to make a difference, and have just been laying in bed unsure of what to do. Honestly I don’t know if I’ll ever get to a place mentally where I’m regularly doing much dalmatian or cub stuff again. Would be nice, but honestly it’s so hard to care these days. I just get through to make others happy.
I don’t want suggestions on what to do, I just wanted to be open and honest about this account and everything. I just don’t know about anything these days and just keep my head empty for the hopes that one day things will magically be worth it. Want my advice people? Stay in school or go back to school. Don’t get into a relationship just because you feel like you’re supposed to be in one. Fucking lose the people who are toxic in your life. BE HONEST WITH THOSE YOU CLAIM TO GIVE A SHIT ABOUT. Seriously, whatever hang ups or trauma you may have had that caused you to take on lying as a defense mechanism isn’t worth hanging on to. Find a way around it and be honest with those you care about and that care about you. It’s not always easy, but it’s more important than you’ll ever know/
I’m going to bed.
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12 May 2023 22:41 CEST
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