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SenZ's wishes and my thoughts

I still can't believe this is actually happening, I'm here writing this journal, looking for the right words to say but I can't think straight, I've been off my medication since the 28th, the day SenZ stopped replying to my messages on Discord, his lack of reply was odd since he was really excited for the WIP I shared with him of the next page 2 days before, it was almost done, and when I reached out to him it was to show him the complete page, the only thing that needed was the dialogue, thing that was normal to lack since he loved to write it with me, on the spot, usually we would spend 3HS late at night going back and forward, until there was something that we both loved, it wasn't role-playing, more like brainstorming how our characters would talk or react, sometimes, pure magic came out of those exchanges, and I'll deeply miss them... and him..

We had just celebrated our "1 year friendversary!" as he called it, just 3 days before I lost contact with him, it's a year I will never forget, and I'll treasure that year and everything that he did for me forever.

I haven't had the heart to pick up my pen again since that night of the 28th and I'm trying to brace myself mentally for the journey ahead, and that's where I lean on all of you for strength, so I can keep up with the comic since I made a promise to him, that I would finish this, even if he was no longer here, I know that it can feel REALLY weird to see all this NSFW situations with the OC of someone that just recently passed away, but I have screenshots of our conversations explicitly stating how he loved the idea of people "enjoying themselves" while reading CSK, and that it was a way for him to create a legacy that would outlast him, so I'm going to share with you proof of what his wishes were. and for them to be of public knowledge.

I understand that this task is immensely challenging but I made a promise to him to finish what he called his "legacy" and want to clarify that I'm not undermining his passing or being insensitive to the situation. I'm fully aware that the context might make many uncomfortable given the comic's content.

Yet, moving forward, everything that will follow on CSK will be based on conversations we had about future pages and ending to the comic. It will be true to his vision and I'm going to see to it's completion, as he requested it, with that said now I'm lacking any kind of financial stability so there might be times in which I will have to postpone the comic in order to make ends meet with whatever other project or commission I can get my hands on in order to stay afloat, but that doesn't mean I'm abandoning the comic or that I'm playing dumb, I'm sharing a link here so that anyone can see for themselves that I'm committed to honoring my word and my late best friend's wishes.

In the link you can also see screen-shots in which he states that both

Matathesis

and me

LuckyAiza

are the Co-owners of all of his OC's

Also I will be slowly but surely be uploading all of his works back into IB since he wanted for them to remain here to be seen and enjoyed (with one hand) by everyone. This was possible thanks to an awesome person! Thank you

SamanthaIndigo

for backing them up and saving what was so dear to him.

Link to conversations we had stating his wishes:
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1YIFauquzHmGEkcG...

Thank you all for your support on this journey

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Added:	10 months ago 12 Aug 2023 12:35 CEST

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Wolfyfufflywolf

10 months ago

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im really sorry for him! i was wondering something

theaubri

10 months ago

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Thank you for sharing this and letting people know where things will be going. Hard as this is for me, I know it's gotta be a thousand times harder for you and Mat. If there's anything I can help with, just let me know.

IAmNotAFurry01

10 months ago

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His legacy will live on and I’ll be there for you and Mat and everyone effected by his passing.

Stratus

9 months, 4 weeks ago

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I think given the circumstances it would not be unreasonable to let people donate to the continuation of the comic so you can keep yourself afloat while you finish it

MviluUatusun

5 months, 1 week ago

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@ Stratus

I can't afford much but I believe I could afford, maybe, $5.00 a month.

mudpaws

9 months, 3 weeks ago

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So sad when good furs like this die , hugs all around and I so hope he is in a way better place now and maybe he is thinking of us all on the other side, RIP good friend.

MviluUatusun

5 months, 1 week ago

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I'm sorry to hear of his passing. (I didn't know him but he inspired you to do such a good job on CSK that he had to be a good person.) I'm going to continue reading and looking forward to each update whenever you post them. Thanks for allowing us into a small part of your (real) world.

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