For the love that is all unholy, I cannot sleep.
I have not slept in four days.
I may be allergic to the schizophrenia medicine I take, I believe it gave me bloody pustules that has ruined by bed sheets, pillows, and a lot of my clothing with red polka dots. I can’t deal with that anymore, so I stopped taking it.
My brain is used to it’s chemicals, having that intake just before I go to bed. So since I stopped taking the pills, the grey matter in my skull is like, “Fine! I forgot how to make melatonin anyway! Good luck going to sleep without your drugs!”
So yeah, by brain is being an asshole right now, because it’s not getting chemicals it's used to every night.
I’m so tired.
On the plus side, I think my skin is finally starting to clear up. Maybe I can begin wearing white without looking like I got shot with red paintballs. I’m still going to be left with a lot of scarred tissue, however.
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9 months, 1 week ago
04 Sep 2023 03:41 CEST
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