Hey watcher land! How is everyone going? If this journal feels a bit robotic, forgive me because I have to use speech to text but anyway.
First, I wanna say thank you guys so much for all the support you’ll have given me it really means a lot and you have helped me out of a prettier rough spot well rougher spot. I really do feel the love and it helps a lot. My condition has been deteriorating rapidly and none of my scans or tests or anything have shown any real signs of something being treatable, so we are still back to square one, but I should be meeting with some specialists and neurologist soon, I started seeing a new physical therapist. I think out of everyone she’s the only one giving me a little bit of hoop that she knows what she’s doing. I had my first session last week So of course, I’ve seen no improvement as yet, but I am hoping I would start getting relief in the cup in the coming months. I have absolutely no timeline for me getting better and I can’t describe what that’s doing to me mentally I don’t know when I’ll be able to draw again, I don’t know when I’ll be able to stream again. I don’t know when I’ll be able to game again I don’t know when I wanna be able to get back to my life again. I honestly do feel like giving up sometimes. i’m probably going to have to start selling off some of my characters in the coming days/weeks. to everyone who’s been waiting on art from me, I’m really sorry about the wait and as soon as I’m able, I will try to finish the pieces or at the very least try to figure out how I can refund you guys. I unfortunately can’t reply to any messages or comments. You guys might leave me, but just know that I do see them and I appreciate all of your kind words. Once again, I’m back on here with another sad journal having to beg the community to keep me alive. I unfortunately can’t get your link to my coffee if you can in my last depressing journal, there is a link that you can use to do it if possible. Thank you so much for your time, I’m sorry about this one. Paragraph of word vomits I love you guys
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24 Sep 2023 20:26 CEST
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