(copy-pasted from Tumblr) Wow, this is a blast from the past... Sooo, I figured I owe everyone an explanation. No, but really! I'm so sorry to all the wonderful people here who I abandoned without a word! As previously mentioned, I initially started trying out a different fandom, but that was short lived. My interest in that evaporated faster then a cup of Surge on the surface of Venus.
But what really happened was I had some health related issues and was put on a new medication for it... the absolute highest dose (I didn't know!). The meds helped great for what they were supposed to do, but they killed ALL motivation, energy and a metric ton of feelings I previously had. It happened so gradually that I didn't make the connection. I thought "Wow, must be getting old, just don't have anything in me anymore". My life ended up in a years long depressive slump of sleeping, going to work, come home, eat, watch some garbage and going to bed. Rinse and repeat... and occasionally just sitting at home drinking cause I had no drive to do anything else on a Saturday night.
Then I got a new doctor. After getting to know each other I started talking with him about how much of a slump I was in. He connected the dots and halved my pill dose. And wow... the change was fast! It only took a couple of weeks before the clouds started to lift, I don't feel like a robot going through the motions anymore, but actually like a person! I'm now putting the finishing touches on two new drawings in an attempt to scrape off all the rust I've accumulated. So expect new stuff shortly (but do be aware that I've gotten some more responsibilities at work, so I might not be as blazingly active from time to time).
Edit: Also, this account will still mainly be for adult-content, more general content you'll find on my Tumblr (and DeviantArt... for now, it's kind of dead, heh)
Again, I am so sorry! I've missed you, I just didn't know what to say!
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