I want to start to apologise for anyone I had befriended on here, or RP, or likewise.. I miss drawing, i miss RP, I miss you all,
But I had to change something, I was going to end up dead through being inactive and by my mind not being happy.
So i had to put the anchors on hard,
Get a Job that paid better and let me grow a little
Get a life outside the pc. i had 2 close friends who ended up having a kid together and moving a " not next door" away distance. i had no-one to go out with, and the world started to feel very lonely.
a year ago, i got a job in a start-up in robotics, working as a workshop technician. I'm the oldest there by 20 years or so, but i just got moved up to " design engineer "
its cool hours, and rewarding ............. but its tiring, i wish i had found this 20 years ago.
I turned 40 in October last year and had my first adult holiday in my life to Japan , proposed to my partner,while there and am now engaged.
i run the Alien RPG every other week and have a lil socal group.. looking at the walking dead soon..
passing and that hit me Hard. I would love to draw a picture but I'm not sure how i feel about it.. or if i could manage it emotionally,.
I want to draw sometimes, but i feel like i betrayed you all and i just feel like I'm not worthy anymore, that and i wish i could free up some time to try and make some more, or colour in someone's line art.. i
So i thank you all for all the watches and faves, i miss you all,
I don't think i can RP like i did anymore, but if someone has an interesting lineart i can work with, lets see it and it might get the fires going. you all seen my collabs with Ether, you know what i like..
Heya! I remember you! You were one of the first people to draw my little fox and I still smile every time I look back through my gallery and see it. It's great to see you peek your head in again, and I hope you can stick around, if you'd like to.
For what it's worth, from a total nobody, I don't think you have to feel guilty or like you betrayed anyone. Life happened, like it does to us all, and it sounds to me like you did what was the best things you could for yourself. Your well being and happiness come first, and I'm glad that, from the sound of things, they worked out all right. Speaking of which, congratulations on both the new job and especially on getting engaged! That's fantastic!
Whether you decide to stick around or not, thanks for updating us on everything, and here's wishing you all the best for the future, too!
Heya! I remember you! You were one of the first people to draw my little fox and I still smile every
Mental health and real life always come first. I think most of us would rather you step away to improve your life and mental health, then to have to stick around miserable and on the edge of doing something you can't take back.
That said, welcome back, but if not really, then continue to take all the time you need to secure your own happiness.
Mental health and real life always come first. I think most of us would rather you step away to imp
Welcome back! And hey, if you wanna draw, draw. There's no reason to be concerned about what anyone else might feel about your having had to take time away.
Welcome back! And hey, if you wanna draw, draw. There's no reason to be concerned about what anyon
Hey Squeak, good to hear from you again. I completely understand I had take a long hiatus myself a while back and only recently started drawing regularly again. If you ever want to color any my line art feel free too, heck I'll draw you something if would like to color something specific.
Hey Squeak, good to hear from you again. I completely understand I had take a long hiatus myself a w
thanks for the offer, quite backlog of artz to go though once i blacklist all the Ai stuff on here now... no need to draw anything, I'm just hoping i can get some momentum going to try and eek out something that's been buzzing in the back of my head recently,
thanks for the offer, quite backlog of artz to go though once i blacklist all the Ai stuff on here
Glad to see you back. Always take time for mental health. Huge congrats on your engagement! Take your time to settle in, art is fun, nothing to feel bad about not doing for a bit.
Glad to see you back. Always take time for mental health. Huge congrats on your engagement! Take you
i guess you can say its more guilt, There are people here i am fond of, and i consider my friends, but i did just " nope" out existence, and that's left me with some deep regrets.
i guess you can say its more guilt, There are people here i am fond of, and i consider my friends,
Anyone would understand fully and are happier you took care of yourself. I know guilt a lot of times doesn't ask to come around and can be a tough one to get past and I hope that you can work through it. It's nice to see an old friend check in and say they're okay, honestly.
Anyone would understand fully and are happier you took care of yourself. I know guilt a lot of times
yay you're still alive. Don't worry, draw when you feel like it. Live life, live it to the fullest. Do check in now and then though, we do get concerned.
yay you're still alive. Don't worry, draw when you feel like it. Live life, live it to the fullest
