So....
I've been writing, but at the same time been having issues. It's less than half a joke when I tell people I have other voices in my head that like to write stories. Each one is great at a different part and type of feeling for writing. My bigger works require effort from several while the smaller ones are just normally the simple, HEY LET'S FAP voice (Which is the one that is easily distracted). Recently I posted the second part of Survival: First was Hope Second is Wish, and last will be Dream though I realized the last is going to take two chapters likely, and there lies the problem. It's written by my evil little female voice, and she isn't all that active unless I'm feeling like I need cruelty. However since finishing the second part Survival's Hope she just doesn't want to shut up.
Seriously I had nothing but a base story line in my head and I now have nearly 18 pages with 15 edited up. NOT my normal speed nor work when dealing with something that doesn't have a rough draft. She's obsessed with it, not only that it seems like she's aiming to write a novel. With in the first week after posting the second part most of the third part was finalized in scenes in my head but she won't quit. What should have been a few altercations and happenings has turned into a week long high strung blowout(IN story that is)! I'm not one to stop a bit of an addition but constantly and I mean CONSTANTLY she's coming up with more and more.... INCLUDING future scenes and happenings that are way PAST the end of the story. I'm like, HEY I'm not writing out a biography for LAKE. She's like but what about this, OH GOD what if he did that.
I tried to step back and searched for something I could write quick, which is why 'The Joys of Nursing' popped out. It was an attempt try and cool things down.... It didn't help. So next up is 'A boring Weekend' which is simple fraping. Short smut which I don't really feel the need to write cause it's so abundant and I don't put much effort into it. Honestly the first little bit is 3 hours or so of work while the next two parts are probably the same effort.
All I can say is YES I can concentrate and write again, but come ON! I want to work on something else besides Survival's Dream especially since I have to keep cutting back on what she wants. I don't feel I'm joking when I say that I could spend and entire 3 months with no job or life trying to finish the story and she STILL wouldn't be done. It's not so much trying to write now as trying to not think about the story while I walk, ride the bus, take breaks, free time.
Obsession, and it feels like it's not even mine at the moment. HEY I will actually take advice on this.
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11 Mar 2024 03:03 CET
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