Nothing awfully important, so don't worry too much or anything, just wanted to kinda share where I'm at, 'cus why not...
There's many many art thingies I want to do. So many in my head, ideas that excite me that I wanna do, but then my drawing times come around and I feel completely...apathetic. Explanation is fairly simple though, due to life things unrelated to art, I've been going through a small depressive streak, filled with really bad feelings and just an absolute lack of energy and enthusiasm. I feel like I'm a subpar artist, and turns out I'm a shit friend. I want to be better.
Don't worry though, this isn't a giant over-explainy vent like I tend to do or anything of the sort. I'll be fine soon, I'm sure n.n
I just wanted to tell ya'll that I haven't been on the best mental space recently, and that hopefully explains the lack of Homework pages and other stuffs I said I'd do (namely, the extra YCH illustrations).
If you're still waiting on one of those, don't worry, I plan on getting to them this week. As for Homework, we will see. once again I'll reassure I'm not cancelling it, and I'm not going on a break as extensive as last time, but it's better to wait to work on it than force it and end up with pages I feel ashamed of producing.
90% of the art I've been posting lately is art I feel ashamed of producing :v
I feel incredibly let down by the quality and pace of recent pieces (WHY do I ALWAYS butcher Angel when I draw her? *cries). I want to do better. I'll channel these inadequate feelings into motivation and improvement. and I will. there's nothing quite as productive as raging into that good night, instead of going gentle into it, sulking. teehee, poetic. Granted I'm doing the later, but I'll...make it better.
thanks for taking a bit of time to read through my rambling. I hope you have a good day n.n
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