Sorry for keeping you guys in the dark for so long! But long story, as short as possible, is this:
1. I ate anti-depression medicines closer to 5 months. During this time we tested 3 medicine on me. None of them worked.
2. Talking with psychologist has been nice. Sadly she's so busy I speak with her like once a month only but it's good enough for me!
3. I met psychotherapist this week and she told me to stop eating my current medicine, keep 3 days pause and try this new medicine she prescribed to me.
4. In those 3 days I felt SO GOOD! I felt so happy, like my old self! I had no depressing thoughts or anxiety feelings. I was NOT tired 24/7 like I was before! I slept better! I haven't sleep well or more than few hours per night in 5 months soon. Also, no nightmares, restless feet or waking up on my own grunts and whimpers!
5. I took one of those new pills for depression today (as my therapist told me to) and, guess what? It made me tired, gave me diarrhea, killer headache, made my vision weird (not blurry but not sharp either) etc. Luckily she told me to stop taking them right away if they give bad symptoms. So no more meds for me!
So long story short. I REALLY have start to doubt I truly suffer from depression but rather from ADHD / Autism or BOTH combined. They cause depression and anxiety after all (like I keep saying probably too much :'D).
I definitely want to ask my doctor / psychologist / psychotherapist to keep working on and with me. I want to find out if I'm right about having ADHD / autism after all instead of depression. Anxiety I get in certain situations for sure, even in the future, but I can ask doctor to prescribe me pills for it (like I've Opamox now but luckily I haven't had any need to take them).
Again, sorry for keeping you guys in the dark. Thank you for all your comments, replies, faves and support! <3
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