This isn't an easy journal to write, it's downright humiliating, and will probably damage my reputation but I believe my commissioners deserve to know how things are going so here it is.
I haven't been able to work lately. I'm ashamed to say it but every time I try, the results are either horrid and forced or too little to matter and a waste of time. I don't really have an excuse for this, I genuinely love drawing cute gals and every commission I've received is awesome and has a lot of sexy characters for me to work on, they're amazing.
The issue is that I get into these moods, we'll call them. Where I get focused on something and I can just work on that something non stop for a month straight, and then I get burnt and I can't work on it anymore for awhile. I think you know where this is going.
The bottom line, I've every intention of finishing the commissions I accepted, and it'll happen. If I keep trying to force it, the work may come out lower quality than I'd like. I just need a bit more patience, because every day all I think about is working, but I can't work because I'm forcing it. I need a bit of a break to mentally reset myself.
I won't be accepting any new commissions. I just need a bit of time to get into that mood to bang out these commissions without any stress. Please forgive me for how unprofessional this is. :/
I'm not used to accepting commissions, it's kind of a new thing for me, and I admit I should only do so when I know I'm in that mood to work. Problem is, bills. As much as I adore my partner, I don't want to repeat his mistakes of accepting more and more commissions and forcing my commissioners to wait years to get what they've paid for. That's not how I do things.
So there it is guys. I'm sorry, but that's the truth, and I promise with a little patience, I'll deliver the quality commissions you've paid for. <3 I'm sure this isn't the news some of you may have wanted, but I hope this helps clear the air for you. I'll of course update everyone when I'm back at it, updates will come out super quick when that happens.
P.S. If what I've described sounds familiar or like a specific mental condition, please lmk. I may want to get evaluated. (Not kidding)
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26 Mar 2024 20:42 CET
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