Honestly I just thought up the lyrics while I was in the bathroom, cleaned them up a little, and then sang them out like all in the span of 30 minutes. Inspiration strikes at the best times huh? I wrote this while thinking about Triste and my personality, and how I care a lot about other people who struggle and are going through/have gone through the same things I have experienced.
I've been hearing a lot of things lately about people looking up to me and its incredibly flattering and encouraging that I can make an impact on people's lives in such a way. That they're happy to see me. That they're drawing more often. That they have more confidence in themselves or are less afraid to really think about what they really want out of life. It makes it so that when my medicine wears off at the end of the day and the voices come back telling me to kill myself, I know with an even stronger certainty that it would be foolish to do so, because not only would people dearly miss me, but they would lose a big part of what helped shape them. That may sound a little vain on my behalf, but I really don't care. Just as many people have saved my life, I've had to be a hero to others sometimes myself.
But at the end of the day, I think the most comforting thing to hear is that, even if you think I'm successful and awesome and everything, the best part about it is that even with my confidence, I'm scared too. I'm always petrified. That will never go away. Fear is an emotion we have that is supposed to protect us, but often times it holds us back. There is no way to completely eliminate fear, but we can minimize it, and one way of doing that is knowing that everyone else, deep deep down, are frightened as well.
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16 Sep 2017 03:20 CEST
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