"Oh, hey, I see you found my tree house.
I've had this tree house when I was still a young kid. I was once very happy to have a place to unwind...and just relax for a bit.
I have been returning to this spot for my alone time. I hate to admit it, but I am lonely.
I'm lonely, because it appears to be very difficult for others to take me seriously sometimes. It gets in the way of things I'd like to have...
Love, friends, people who would understand me. These are things I'm sure every living creature would want. And yet, I have a hard time being taken seriously. Yeah, I act immature a lot of the time, I look like...well..this...
*Sigh* Well, I don't know. I just want to live a nice life...have a few friends who want to hang out with me, play games, discuss stuff...
I also want to have someone see me as girlfriend material...but...it feels like the world thinks that just because I am this, it would be so weird. I have proof I am an adult, but just because I'm what I am, people still get all weird about it. And no, I'm not wanting anything weird, I just want to find the right man, who will understand that I'm just...kind of stuck....in this form.
Jeddah, my mentor, pretty much didn't expect for my powers to awaken at such a young age, but I was nearly killed by a bully, and that got my powers to awaken a little too early...
It's sad, I just want a man who will love me, be with me, hold me....and tolerate me being me....and see that I am much more than what I appear to be....
And yet....nobody ever thinks of me as someone that's anything more than this...
I understand there's someone for everyone, but....I have a hard time believing that to be the same for me.
Even if I find a guy....how long would it last? Even if he died, I'd still be alive. This is another side effect of being a Phoenix Blood. I just...I just want someone to love me..and friends to support me...
I don't mean to belittle anyone, but Jeddah and my parents alone don't quite make things all that much easier to digest.
So this tree house, it's where I can stop and breathe, remind myself there's a lot left for me to see. I just...I just want to feel like I'm worth something grand to someone...
Thank you for finding me here, you can go now..."
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Aurora Phoenix, Phoenix Blood, and Art are mine
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